#why am i not comfortable being derpy around people #because i'm really derpy #like right now #i'm thinking about playing just dance #even though i just showered #and i just wanna sing to it #and dance all hardcore #and i wanna nerd over homestuck with someone #and i just wanna be all over #and out having a good time with a few friends #but no #i can't do that #it just really fucking sucks #because i'm here with all this hyperness #and happiness #and just sfboiswg #and because i've always been told to tone it down #i don't really know what to do with it #i just feel this way all the time #it's either this #or i really fucking hate myself #so meh #i prefer this #i'd like to believe i'm meant for more than what i see in my future #but i'm pretty sure i'm not #i'm not smart #and not talented #and not good looking #not even slightly clever or funny #and that's what sucks
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